Who's this?

In 2008, I bought a dubious black & white dress on eBay. Starting from 2009, I started wearing lolita fashion and never stopped. I've created this website to document my journey in the fashion, my clothing & accessories collection, thoughts on the subculture and my own relationship with it.

Name	Yule
Birthday	May 1995
Location	Southern France
Gender	♂

Fashion influences	EGL fashion (old school, classic, 2010's sweet, sailor, military, ouji), taishō roman, shōwa nostalgia, angura culture
Brands	Jane Marple, Alice & the Pirates, Innocent World, Amavel, 2010's & older Angelic Pretty
Motifs & colors	Crosses, angels, stained glass windows, catholic imagery, dolls, strawberries. Red & burgundy, white, ivory, powder blue, pale pink paired with red accents, black & grey

Hobbies	Drawing, sewing, photography, being bad at bass, reading outdoors, antique hunting, cosplay once in a blue moon, junk journaling, traveling when I can afford to
Favorite things	Gakuran uniforms, strawberries, 2000's anime, Madhouse studio, the MOTHER video game series, Philip Seymour Hoffman, museums, RPG maker games, indie horror, BL, pigeons, bugs, old furniture, historical neighbourhoods, drag queens, bingsu, Ragnarök Online
Music I like	Susumu Hirasawa, Kokusyoku Sumire, Kenji Ohtsuki, Nashimoto Ui, Toshiki Kadomatsu, Jun Togawa, Sheena Ringo, Shinjuku Gewalt, Nicole Dollanganger, Denki Groove, Kotoko, Malice Mizer, Daft Punk

Cause of my troubles	The necessity of mainstream social media, the commodification of subcultures, trend hoppers, anything I love getting mainstream attention, influencers, fast fashion, overconsumption, poserism, puritanical people, noisy people, strangers recording me without my permission, art theft, synthetic leather
What I need right now	Money to see my friends in other cities/countries, a balcony, an accountant, confidence to start selling my own creations again

All images on this site are either drawn by me, or photographed by me. ( ˶°ㅁ°)

select media log
			
summer 2026:

shows & exhibits:
sasha velour's "Travesty" show
musée les Augustins re-opening in toulouse

movies:
project hail mary
ghost in the shell 1995 (in theaters)
backrooms (in theaters)
to wong foo (rewatch with friends)
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spring 2026:

musée Petit Palais in paris
XVIII century fashion & embroidery exhibit at paris palais galliera

books: 
red dead's history (tore c. olsson)
house of leaves (mark z. danielewski) (cont.)
study of dolls (hall g. stanley)

series:
zoku sayonara zetsubou sensei

games:
mina the hollower
father
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winter 2025:

books:
the secret history (donna tartt)
famiresu iko (wayama yama)

movies:
litchi hikari club cruel opera
pulse / kairo
ju-on trilogy (rewatch)
the boat that rocked
angel's egg (rewatch; in theaters)
iron lung (in theaters)

series:
the x-files
gunslinger girl
texhnolyze
sayonara zetsubou sensei
patalliro (cont.)
kino's journey (rewatch)

games:
vintage story
mouthwashing
ace attorney (replay)
ace attorney justice for all (replay)
red dead redemption 2 (with a friend)

my favorite piece of art ever created is ghibli's music video for the song "on your mark" by chage and aska